I didn't mean for it to be negative. Nobody has been lied to about everything by just about everyone quite like you have.
You've always had every right to be fucking furious and to demand the truth every day if that's what it takes. Who cares what anyone thinks about your rage if it comes with the right answers?
You're the only other person I know who is completely unafraid to stand alone and be furious when you know you're being fucked with. It's your superpower.