Eric’s Final Thoughts
It has been a terrifying five months, I will admit. I know much more now at the ass end of this than I ever thought I did in the 15 years...
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When I was 8, my mom let my dad lie about me.
She let him take away my speech therapy and put me in a class I couldn’t keep up with. It was a good idea since we had to go to school...
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Ray? Could You Close the Door?
Dave Matthews once said, “Keep the Big Door open. Everyone will come around.” Yes, I’m beginning my goodbye letter with a Dave Matthews...
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When I Wanted to Send a Card
to the only person who ever knew what unconditional love means, my mom said she forgot her address and besides, she's in Florida and...
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Quick Note Re: Church Before I Head to the Garden
First, the idea of a stranger doing my laundry is enough to make me want to just buy new clothes instead. Dishes are the first thing I do...
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The Reason They Sent Me Back to School, I'm Guessing
is because the mood stabilizers were coming soon? idk. I've taken mood stabilizers voluntarily twice in my life. Both times with...
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The Point Still Stands
If I was "homicidal," why did they give me Prozac and send me back to school in the morning? The only people I ever hurt with my fists in...
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Oh shit, one more
In person therapy at 1 to help with the terror of having to relive the next 20 years in my brain like I have the last 20. And Eric is a...
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And
It's times like this that I miss the mom I pretended I had the most and the only reason I can even breathe in my chair at 11:03 am on...
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Coming in hot!
This one came in hot so forgive me if it goes gibberish but I gotta put these somewhere safe and leaving paper notebooks around can be...
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Once Upon a Time, I Also Had a Birthday Party
And nobody came. It was my 8th birthday and it was the first time my mom said I could have a party and invite friends. I didn’t have any;...
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PedoBear & the Brain Tumor
Some people have all the luck. Big day for me: I went to a healthcare appointment outside the house. I wasn't afraid of any cars and the...
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One thing about me is that...
... I'm one of the rare people in the US to have a medical diagnosis of gifted and talented. I got this diagnosis in Kindergarten after...
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Live Your Truth. Otherwise, You Are the Liar.
Sounds poetic. It's a huge problem with me these days. I had no idea that "I thought like that." While I thought I was dead, I thought my...
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50 First Dates and Why Adam Sandler is the Pig, Not Me
I'm still not sure what happened to me this year. I'm not even well enough to see a doctor yet, but I've been in contact with everyone...
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